*sigh... just one word... "恨"

I just hate my father...
HATE him!!! ...

I was rocking my chair
while eating dinner when
suddenly, "Yong Fong! Remove
your chair! This is not the first time
I am seeing you rock your chair! Remove
it at once! I am going to throw it away later.
Ahiyo! Every time like that!" he shouted at me.

-.-" WALAO loh... GGggrrr! HAATTE him! "Go stuff
your head in the toilet bowl lah! " I wanted to shout
at him but daren't. >< Smtimes I just don't understand
WHAT I am thinking! AaahhhhhHH! I want to scream now!!